YES, I DIED 37 TIMES AND LIKED IT

"Ruin your fucking self before they do. Otherwise they'll screw you because you're a nobody. They'll keep you alive, but you'll have to crawl and say "thank-you" for every bone they throw. You might as well stay drunk or shoot junk and be a crazy fucker."

"Food won't go down when you know your mother didn't want you, never liked to feed you, always hated you in her rooms. You were wrong to clutch and swallow and move your mouth. You must not be flushed, layered in fat or ripe from meat or she will despise your sight."